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Out of a historical or philosophical perspective, some of us call ourselves \u201cpost-modern,\u201d literally self-labeling as \u201cnot of the now.\u201d Likewise, for professional advancement and personal fulfillment, we value our ability to live or work from wherever. Seeing \u201cremote\u201d on a job posting \u2013 supposedly a boon these days \u2013 is ironic, given that it also means \u201cremoved,\u201d \u201cunlikely,\u201d or \u201chaving very little connection or relationship.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This is not true for everyone today, most especially those ancestrally of these lands, who have traditionally cultivated societies built upon deep kinship. But what of the rest of us? In my native Canada, we are getting better \u2013 or at least trying to get better \u2013 at acknowledging the history of having uprooted indigenous peoples from their intimacy with specific places. In these first acts of civil <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">teshuva<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, we can also ask ourselves: what could it mean to belong to a particular place in a particular time?<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This question already reverberates powerfully in the Jewish consciousness. There is a narrative harmony between parshat Devarim, the beginning of Deuteronomy, the land-based practice of shmita and the upcoming observance of Tisha b\u2019Av \u2013 the intense fast-day remembering our own people\u2019s uprooting from our ancestral home. In Devarim Moses offers a sweeping review of the Torah\u2019s events and teachings, beginning by locating us in space and time, as if to say: if you want to learn what it is to be a part of this people, it can\u2019t be remote and abstract. It must be rooted:<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">These are the words that Moses addressed to all Israel on the other side of the Jordan in the wilderness, in the Aravah near Suph, between Paran and Tophel, Laban, Hazeroth, and Di-zahab\u2026(Deut 1:1).<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There\u2019s just one problem: As the midrash and Rashi observe, not only were the Israelites not actually \u201cin the wilderness\u201d at that point in the story (see Num. 36:13 and Deut. 1:5), the places Tophel and Laban don\u2019t exist anywhere in the Torah\u2019s own geography!<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Our rabbis reconcile this by suggesting that Tophel and Laban are not actual place names, but rather allusions to significant prior events in the Torah. So this historical reflection is not a dislocation, but rather a merging of space and time in a way that could make even Einstein scratch his head. 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According to the Midrash (Sifre to Numbers 9:1-- 4 71:1) the biblical phrase \u201cthere shall be one law for you\u201d means that \u201cthe <em>g<\/em><\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">er <\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">is equal to the <em>e<\/em><\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">zrach<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> (\u201ccitizen\u201d) in respect to all the Mitzvot of the Torah\u201d. The rabbinic sages defined those non-Israelites who lived among Israelites in Israelite territory as <em>g<\/em><\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">er toshav<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> (\u201cresident alien\u201d) as distinguished from <em>ge<\/em><\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">r tzedeq<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> (full-fledged convert to Judaism). Maimonides ruled that the law of <em>g<\/em><\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">er toshav<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> was only in effect when the laws of the Jubilee Year were also in effect. <\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In modern times, after the resettlement of the Land of Israel by Jews, both Rav Abraham Isaac Kook and Rav Chaim Herzog, among others, maintained that the law of g<\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">er t<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>oshav<\/em> should be applied in our time at least to some non-Jewish residents of Israel. <\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It is worth noting that immediately following the law commanding the equal treatment of the <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ger<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> in our chapter (verse 14), we are told that the Shekhinah descended to dwell in the Mishkan: \u201cOn the day that the Mishkan was set up, the cloud covered the Mishkan, the Tent of the Witnessing; and in the evening it rested over the Mishkan in the likeness of fire until morning. 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According to the midrash, this journey was to have been extremely brief: a three-day journey. <\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At this moment, sin has not yet happened, the people have not yet been punished with years in the desert, and Moses still believes he will enter the land. Hence, Moses speaks innocently, unsuspectingly of desire and fulfillment. His sense of plenitude is reflected in his speech to Jethro:<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moses said to Chovav son of Reuel the Midianite, Moses\u2019 father-in-law, \u201cWe are traveling to the place... 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By repeating the word <\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">tov<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> so often, Moses evokes an ecstatic sense of God\u2019s bounty. But Jethro does not share Moses\u2019 perspective, so he simply acts on his own desire and goes home.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGoodness,\u201d then, lies in the eyes of the beholder. It is striking that in his infancy Moses is described as \u201cgood.\u201d (\u201cAnd his mother saw that he was good....\u201d [Exod. 2:2].) And at the Burning Bush, God promises to bring the people to \u201ca good and spacious land....\u201d (Exod. 3:8). 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The early chapters of Numbers which chart the orderly, regal march of souls ready to enter the promised land quickly fall into a quagmire of complaints, crying and longing for the Egyptian past. The assault experienced by the reader -- what happened? why now? -- is paralleled by Moses\u2019 anguish. God is angry, and Moses is deeply distressed, and he turns to Him with a tumult of accusatory, embittered words.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"direction: ltr; padding-left: 30px;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And Moses said to the LORD, \u201cWhy have You dealt ill with Your servant, and why have I not enjoyed Your favor, that You have laid the burden of all this people upon me?..\u201d<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"direction: ltr;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The people weigh him down, crushing his spirit. Moses experiences the people\u2019s unhappiness on a personal level; even more, he assumes that their complaining reflects God\u2019s direct rejection of him. After all, he speaks to the people for God, and to God for the people. Strung out from the demands of leading and mediating, he feels an absence of love from both ends: the people and God.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"direction: ltr;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It is hard to say what exactly moves Moses to cry out to God, \u2018I can\u2019t do this anymore!\u2019 Is it the unvocalized murmurings? Crying at their tents? Or is it their request for meat in the middle of the desert? Perhaps the piling up of discontent - despite all his care and attentiveness to them-- pushes him to despair.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"direction: ltr;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Consider his metaphor. As he says to God -- am I their mother? Did I carry them, or birth them, that I should feel prepared, somehow, to provide for them no matter what comes?<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"direction: ltr;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mothers who carry babies in the womb (<\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">rechem<\/span><\/em><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">)<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> are expected to extend mercy (<\/span><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">rachamim<\/span><\/em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">), care, sustenance to their babies -- even in a world without resources. Motherhood so defined is an exercise in radical giving, even erasure of the self, in both literal and metaphoric senses. A tenuous arrangement, but held together.. until the complaining starts.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"direction: ltr;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">For children, articulated complaints represent their burgeoning self-actualization, a healthy sense of separation from their parent. 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It does indeed flow with milk and honey. However, the people who inhabit the country are powerful . . . \u201c (vv. 27-29). The Torah then relates (v. 30) that Caleb hushed the people before Moses, saying, \u201cLet us by all means go up.\u201d But the other scouts refused to be persuaded by Caleb and responded, \u201cWe cannot attack that people for it is stronger than we\u201d (v. 31).<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The rabbis of the Tosefta, a companion volume to the Mishnah, interpret these verses a little differently.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joshua said, \u201cWe came to the land you sent us to.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><br \/>\r\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Caleb said, \u201cLet us by all means go up, and we shall gain possession of it.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><br \/>\r\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The scouts said, \u201cHowever, the people who inhabit the country are powerful.\u201d (Tosefta Sotah 9:2)<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The ancient rabbis are claiming that it was not eleven scouts (all but Caleb) who said, \u201cwe came to the land you sent us to,\u201d but Joshua alone who said that the land is flowing with milk and honey. These rabbis also claim that it was the other ten scouts, not including Caleb or Joshua, who went on to say, \u201cHowever, the people there are powerful.\u201d In this reading, ten scouts refused to go up to the land, whereas two implored the others to continue the journey.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Why did these ancient rabbis introduce Joshua into a text that makes absolutely no mention of him? Why do they portray him as acting as nobly as Caleb? Probably because they wanted to shine a positive light on Moses\u2019 successor. They thus portray Joshua, like Caleb, as someone with great faith in God and no fear of the people, even though this is not what the verses of Chapter 13 are saying. <\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The aggrandizement of Joshua, however, leads to the diminution of Caleb. He becomes merely a sidekick of Joshua, rather than the hero the verses suggest that he is. 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