{"id":86826,"date":"2021-01-17T18:35:50","date_gmt":"2021-01-17T16:35:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/?p=86826"},"modified":"2021-01-17T18:35:50","modified_gmt":"2021-01-17T16:35:50","slug":"before-i-lost-my-hair-a-reflection","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/before-i-lost-my-hair-a-reflection\/","title":{"rendered":"Before I Lost my Hair: A Reflection"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry-content\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[281],"tags":[],"acf":{"old_id":"86826","type":"no","iframe":"","writer":37754,"related_cahpter":"657","type_929":"2","show_author_image":false,"old_url":"","post_main_content":{"description":"Written and Narrated by: Rachel Lopez Rosenberg","content":"<p>Psalm 90 is associated with comforting the ill, and the dying. Through original poetry, animations and music\u00a0Rachel Lopez Rosenberg and Charlie Corriea parallel the structure and themes of Psalm 90 with personal hospice chaplain experience.<\/p>\n<p>Lyrics<\/p>\n<p>Before I lost my hair, before needles and catheters<br \/>\nwe walked the dog each morning, our legs stretched <br \/>\ntowards the breaking sun. New light catching<br \/>\nfaithful hands, gold wedding rings, future promises.<\/p>\n<p>But now You have turned my marrow, <br \/>\nthis body barely a shelter.<\/p>\n<p>The hallways are empty. We feel your subtle darkness.<\/p>\n<p>Tell me you watch me as I lie among IV lines and beeping infusion machines<br \/>\nYou have given so many gifts and yet all of this waiting &#8212; <br \/>\nthe next test, another morsel of news.<\/p>\n<p>What are you doing, Elusive One, while I wait for new cells to grow?<\/p>\n<p>I thought I would have more time<br \/>\nSo many like to say this too shall pass<br \/>\nbut it is this life that passes before us like an afternoon shadow<\/p>\n<p>Thinking of those mornings,<br \/>\nthe coffee dripping in the pot, my eyes smart.<br \/>\nWhen they open again my life will be over<\/p>\n<p>How long before I am all dried up?<br \/>\nEvery day a miracle. Every night a question.<br \/>\nWill You wake me in the morning?<\/p>\n<p>Is this how you teach me to number my days?<\/p>\n<p>Knower of secrets, return me to myself.<br \/>\nThese hands, this ring &#8212; they want to honor Your name.<\/p>\n<p>for more see:\u00a0https:\/\/www.bimbam.com\/psalms\/\u00a0<\/p>\n","image":false,"embedded_video":"https:\/\/youtu.be\/EwfFuT9CdZY","video_duration":"","show_fb_comments":true,"credit_media":""},"tile":{"top_caption":"Written and Narrated by: Rachel Lopez Rosenberg","main_caption":"Before I Lost my Hair: A Reflection","main_caption_size":"1","sub_caption":"A Bimbam Video","preview_embedded":"","preview_image":false,"preview_video":"https:\/\/youtu.be\/EwfFuT9CdZY","external_link":"","link_for_pay":false,"tile_gallery_items":false,"credits":""},"alternate_tile":{"top_caption":"","main_caption":"","main_caption_size":"1","sub_caption":"","hide_media":false},"tile_group":{"preview_image_url":false,"main_caption":"","sub_caption":"","":null,"popup_package_extra_content":"","read_time":""},"home_color":"","home_gallery_top":"","home_gallery_middle":"","home_gallery_book":"","home_gallery_bottom":"","seo":{"seo_title":"","seo_description":"","seo_default_title":"","seo_default_description":""},"old_create_date":"","links":false},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86826"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=86826"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86826\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":86828,"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86826\/revisions\/86828"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=86826"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=86826"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp.929.org.il\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=86826"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}