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\u201cThere\u2019s nothing here<\/span>
\n<\/span>That\u2019s not your fault, not bees\u2019<\/span>
\n<\/span>Enslavement to nectar\u2019s labyrinths,<\/span><\/p>\n

Not the cacophonous greens<\/span>
\n<\/span>Shaking themselves out like tangled hair, not<\/span>
\n<\/span>The sinking shiver of my blood<\/span><\/p>\n

Or the phantom footsteps of disease<\/span>
\n<\/span>That haunt my spinal column<\/span>
\n<\/span>Searching for bits of self to seize<\/span><\/p>\n

The way you seize on bits of self<\/span>
\n<\/span>You somehow lost<\/span>
\n<\/span>In me, not the terror<\/span><\/p>\n

Stirring my depths<\/span>
\n<\/span>Like the sea monsters you created<\/span>
\n<\/span>When you were in the creation business,<\/span><\/p>\n

Not the bombs<\/span>
\n<\/span>Your children strap on<\/span>
\n<\/span>To detonate in streets crowded<\/span><\/p>\n

With children you seem, in a flash,<\/span>
\n<\/span>To have forgotten. No, I can\u2019t <\/span>
\n<\/span>Not blame you<\/span><\/p>\n

For a single second<\/span>
\n<\/span>Of the light<\/span>
\n<\/span>That penetrates me non-consensually<\/span><\/p>\n

Dawn after dawn, impregnating <\/span>
\n<\/span>With hope, desire, need<\/span>
\n<\/span>A body that couldn\u2019t care less<\/span><\/p>\n

How far away you seem<\/span>
\n<\/span>Even when you are oppressively close,<\/span>
\n<\/span>Stuffing my nostrils<\/span><\/p>\n

With blossoming breath,<\/span>
\n<\/span>Drowned hair dripping <\/span>
\n<\/span>Over my breasts,<\/span><\/p>\n

Dripping fragrance, dripping smoke,<\/span>
\n<\/span>Dripping your most<\/span>
\n<\/span>Corrosive acid,<\/span><\/p>\n

Possibility.\u00a0<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

In Psalm 13, David is searching and unable to find God. He wonders for how long God will abandon him, leaving him desolate and unsuccessful.\u00a0<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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